Why is the site called "describing my love to you"?
As I have already started my game development journey, I had a dream where my German professor handed me a letter. It was a handwritten note with a website URL: describingmylovetoyou.com. There's no bigger meaning to it than this and I just accepted what my brain has generated for me. I do love you, though. Yes, you. And with all the love in my heart I present to you my creations.
What am I planning to do?
My current plans for game development in order:
- "Symbiosis Perfecta" — A horror visual novel about a girl left alone on an uninhabited island.
It is currently 70% done. There's a DEMo available in Russian. I'm currently in progress of English translation. - "Tulpa4u" — A short horror game about a tilpa with a twist.
- "UP to the HELL" — A horror RPG with visual novel elements about two girls who end up in their personal hell.
- "Fission 777" — A dark visual novel about all sorts of addictions and what they all lead to.
- "Alcoholic Debauchery" — An RPG + bullet hell game about a cyberpubk world after fourth world war.
All of these games, no matter the genre, will contain very graphic imagery of violence, hence, all of them will be rated 18+.
As pretty much classic-style visual noels "Symbiosis Perfecta" and "Fission 777" will also have graphic sex scenes. I highly wouldn't want anyone under 18 to interact with any of these projects.
This site wouldn't contain any graphic materials, only updates on the development of the games, links, and overall information about my art. "Symbiosis Perfecta" and "Tulpa4u" will be available for FREE. Other games would likely cost less than 5 USD/EUR. But I do plan on making a higher budget for "Alcoholic Debauchery" and overall fleshing it out as much as I can.
Obviously, some of the concepts from here will change over time, but I still would like to try to stick to the original ideas.
Why am I making these games?
I started to make the first game as a desperate scream for help. It's very personal to me. Then I desided to sublime all my feeling into art.
I have a huge passion for game development now and I am finally ready to present to the world all the raw emotions I hid for years.
Why do I write like this in English?
English is not my native language but the most comfortable for me to use (I enjoy writing in English a lot). I also speak German and Russian, that's why I plan on making all my games in English first and then translating them in German and Russian. What about other languages? I would be thrilled to hire translators if the budget allows it. I also have nothing against fan translations.